This was what I wanted to say..

Took a shower in that time before you answered me. Idk but I’m in a moment of have a spur of gratefulness and I was just telling my homies and other people of how grateful I am. And I want to thank you too.. You will probably be like huh? And have a wtf reaction or idk o_o but right now I’m just so freaking inspired and idk that I don’t mind you being like wtf lol. I’m really grateful to have you in my life. I know we don’t talk much as of lately anymore cuz of us living our lives. But because of you I am the person I am now. You changed my life and really inspired a lot of things in me that you don’t even know about. You’ve also made me one of the happiest person on this planet and gave me memories I will never forget. Even though we don’t talk much. You are important to me. And you hold an important place in me. I know it doesn’t show or why not, but it’s true. Without you being in my life, I can’t imagine the me now. You are one of my greatest blessing that life has given me. I can’t even begin to tell you what impact you have in my life. Whether its emotionally or mentally or both. You given me strength. You taught me what love is… You also gave me an understanding of what’s the meaning of life. It’s crazy, how much one person can impact you… And you did that for me. I regret nothing, and I would all over again live what i have to meet you again. But this time, I would savor every second.. To know you, to understand and to patiently discover more and more about you. I don’t want to regret not telling you

When I was talking to you… I had a spur of a moment where I wanted to say all these things to you… So I started typing it out… With every passing minute the less I wanted to tell you cuz I got scared… That’s just the way humans are…. Fear stops you from doing so many things…

:)